December 2009
christmas
it’s my favorite time of year, but not for the presents.
every year on christmas eve, my dad, my sisters, and I all go to a family friends house for a party. The adults all get drunk, and I enjoy laughing at them. The “kids” all have our own sober crazy party in Sarah’s room. This year the “kid” group was made up of me, kayla, sarah, ashley, casey, allison...
my wonderful nephew (:
i have a nephew. he’s my stepsisters son. his name is Zander. he’s the cutest child ever!! he’s also the most shy kid you will ever see in your entire life. but today he finally warmed up to me. and i’ve known him basically his whole life - and he’s almost 2 hahahaha. i love him a lot - he’s too adorable for words.
on a less happy note - i have to go to a...
RIP
Dominique… I can’t believe you’re gone. I miss you.
Why do the good ones die young? Why can’t people be careful drivers? Why do bad things always happen to good people?
I love you Domo <3 RIP.
two weeks!
two weeks from today I will be in HERSHEY, PA!! New Years Eve is gonna be the best one I’ve ever had! :) I can’t wait to see honor society play & to meet SO many people!! I just need it to be 2 weeks from today, right now!
I guess this Saturday can be here, since it’s christmas with my mom, then christmas eve & christmas will be fun too - get to see my dad’s side...
I need an out
I need a vacation, just to get away from reality for a while. I want to be happy again. I haven’t been truly happy for quite some time now. Basically since I was in college, for a whopping 6 days. The minute I was told I had to go back home & leave SRU was insane. I instantly broke down. I was miserable. I sat in my dorm and cried for hours. I had to tell my friends, so at lunch I broke...
lost
have you ever lost a friend, and wanted themback? I have - and losing friends sucks. If you ever have any problems with your friends, work through it. As Eric Matthews (or Plays With Squirrels) once said - “Lose one friend, lose all friends, lose self”. A person never wants to lose themself, so try your hardest not to. I’m slowly losing myself, and I can’t stand it. I...
dreams
I find myself having the weirdest dreams, ever. Last night was definitely unusual. I remember someone [idk who] but someone gave me one ticket to go see Honor Society in this big jingle ball type concert. As I get into the venue & try to find my seat, someone is there picking certain people to go sit right by the edge of the stage. I was chosen for that, so I went up and sat in the middle, but...
My life would suck without you
I just watched the Glee season finale. I shouldn’t have, since I only saw about 3 or 4 episodes out of the whole season. I’m waiting for more good tv to start back up. None of the shows that I always make sure I watch are coming out with new episodes. I just want season 2 of 10 Things I Hate About You to be on! It’s too bad they just started filming season 2 last week or...
Update! :)
I was told today that I should start a blog. Well - I already have one, so I might as well use it, right? I have abslutely no idea what I’m going to write about, but chances are most of what I write will be music-related due to the fact that music is my life.
I am currently watching Taylor Lautner on SNL and dying. What a guy. He knows how to rep America’s High Five. He’s also...